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Welcome.

[Refer to title] - In the end, I believe that this blog comes down to things to be deleted; blotted out from cyberspace but still exist in my mind. The truths that are found and instilled within ones' memory are much more reliable than the precarious state of this site. However, as a way to vent to...mostly myself, I have created this site on a whim. It was a serendipitous moment when I decided to make my thoughts available for the surrounding population to experience; whether people actually choose to engage with them or not.


Currently in my life I am experimenting with the idea of hope. In this world, hope varies. Whether it is in...
1. no hope
2. little hope
3. false hope
4. dynamic hope
5. unreliable hope
...people believe in hope. The degree is different, yet it still exists.



Personally, I have huge hope for the present and for the future. Although, I have hope in many things, I have found to have hope for just a future; a future fit to have an article placed in front of it. Believing in a personalized future that is better than my current dreams is sometimes hard to completely believe. I know it exists, but surrendering full control and influence over it is a wrestling point for me.

"For I know the plans I have for you, declares the LORD.
Plans to prosper you, and not to harm you; plans for hope and a future."
-Jeremiah 29:11

So far my dreams have taken me places I never knew that I could even go. I find the purest joy and the purest thoughts within these dreams. They take me through life, and through them I have learned that I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. This is a good place to be at in my life; very bittersweet. Hopes that I want to hold onto I should let go of, and those dreams that I want to let go of I should hold onto.

Good night world, hopeful world.
I hope that you dream well.
Enjoy the summer weather for me tomorrow.

-till next time,
Chelsea Renee